Almost 1 week after my operation, I am still "paralyzed" and weak. I cant walk long distances nor engage in any strenuous activities, which include brisk walking. My exercise regime was definitely out of the schedule and behind time. I was starting to get anxious and pissed on when my wound would be completely healed. I prayed hard...
One whole futile week, I did nothing but rot at home. Whining and groaning over my wound despite being a guy, so much dependent on my mum, and surfing around the net aimlessly. Engrossed in Facebook whoring which simply makes no sense when compared to reading or helping out in simple household chores.
So many years of isolation from my house makes me realize that I was completely unaware of all the situations and happenings in my house. 8 years...thats long guys...imagine u left your home since secondary... I am not so use to new house rules and tidings. Got many scoldings from my mum for being crude with my words, uncivilized behavior, barbaric and harsh tone, heck-care attitude, I am beginning to reflect on my wretched life since my departure from my home. That place had really corrupted my mind, turning me into a cold and beastly figure. I am beginning to become an unfilial son towards my mum, and a useless figure who cant even take care of the household. Regret fills my head.
Now certainly is the time to redeem myself and prove my worth.
I never regret anything. Because every little detail of your life is what made you into who you are in the end.
- Drew Barrymore
Msning randomly. Found out a new habit of mine is to disturb people randomly, especially CERTAIN people. The truth is, I dun usually open myself up in front of others and I seldom talk. So I really must thank you guys who can tolerate my nonsense talks and bullshits. Thanks Qing Yun, Xukai, and alot more ^^ You guys never fail to make me happy and lively.
MY TOPIC SENTENCE STARTS HERE! My dear Ning specially makes a special visit to me.
And as usual, she's late but I don't mind =P So sweet of her to buy me fresh milk and my all time favorite Post Blueberry Cereal. The sight of her certainly livens my mood and I cant describe the happiness and exhilaration in me. I Just miss her a lot. And she came into my room and start to engage in a msn chat with Qing Yun while i chat with her over casual stuffs. She bought a skirt for herself too! Dinner's time around the corner, we proceed to buy dinner back for the family. Ate a sumptous and joyful dinner with my mum, thats call bliss and happiness. A trinket of joy and hope. She decided to accompany me for awhile before proceeding back home. And! I cant send her home due to my injuries. Arghhh! Thanks alot dear for your care and concern!
Love is the flower you've got to let grow.
-John Lennon
Some people go for cheap thrills.. but at the end of the day... its the simple and peaceful days that prevails in the heart....though can get boring at times... but that kind of boringness is just so sweet
-Qing Yun
P.S OMG...a dog lashed to the tree has been out in the pouring rain since 8am till now. Braving the wind and the storm...curse the owner!
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
No comments:
Post a Comment